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That year, the first white hair appeared

Carefully kept it hidden, in a place no one knows

Once had a little museum of my own

Storing fragments only I cared about

Once in a while, cleaning the room

With an allergic heart, reminiscing

That day, learning to bid farewell to a loved one

Crying a bit awkwardly, unsure what expression to wear

But sometimes forgetting it wasn't a dream

Perhaps never intended to try accepting

Time won't stop because of this

And no one is willing to say it out loud

I once feared forgetting, piecing myself together

Until those cherished times yielded a part, waiting for tomorrow to take over

How I wish I didn't care anymore, even those I loved

No one can be responsible for time

Accustomed to emptying my heart, pretending to be whole

Always thought filling a diary would mean growing up

Made so many memos, yet memories abandon themselves

After several frantic escapes

Hastily bandaged wounds still bare their teeth

Leaving behind the keepsakes I couldn't bear to part with

In the home I left behind

I once feared forgetting, piecing myself together

Until those cherished times yielded a part, waiting for tomorrow to take over

I think I don't care anymore, as if I never loved

No need to be responsible for what's lost

Ruthlessly emptying my heart, to make myself whole